Tomorrow we find out what the road ahead holds and I am terrified and ready to start all at the same time.  I am a world of feelings these days but if I had to boil them all down to one feeling that outweighs all the others, it is love.  Trent and I are overwhelmed by how many people love us and are willing to walk with us through whatever lies ahead.  We went to Clarkston tonight and each sat in different rooms and got our own version of the G-d-sized recovery and laughter that place offers.  We are not hiding who we are or what we are going through because we have learned how to let the light hit everything in our lives, especially darkness.  The safest, most loving place I know is in Trent’s arms.  After that, it is room three at Clarkston.