On many nights, I have come home from work and made dinner while Trent goes to the meetings we used to go to together. I am taking this quiet time alone in the comfort of my home to let the wounds heal. I am praying and finding relief. I am feeling calm and peaceful and comfortable in my own skin.
I am giving myself permission to move forward without constant fear and worry. I may have fear at a future mammogram or oncology appt. but until then, fear is no longer my companion.
I am being still and it feels so good.